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Welcome and thank you for joining me on my trip along the road to LVRS (Lung Volume Reduction Surgery). My name is Penny; I am from the beautiful Pocono Mountains of Pennsylvania ... and I have emphysema. Walk along with me from first diagnosis to Lung Volume Reduction Surgery.

Time Out for a Pep Talk!!

Even though I hurt, it's a 'good' hurt. When you've done something you know is good for you, it's a good feeling. Each of us should be getting the same good feelings every time we accomplish something we don't usually do...for some, it'd be just getting out and about; for others, it'd be getting into an exercise program or starting or increasing our exercise at home; for others, and this is the biggie, it'll be when you quit smoking. What a feeling of accomplishment you should be feeling!! Don't dwell on the cigs you can't have anymore; dwell on what a great thing you've done for yourself. No one else did it for you...just as exercising, no one else can do it for you. YOU did it!
Pick something you've been saying you can't do, something realistic (not climbing Mt. Everest or running in a marathon) and try to do it....one step at a time...one foot in front of the other...one unsmoked cig in the trash at a time...one slight increase in either time or speed on the treadmill at a time. Then stick with it and be proud.
Each one of us has a reason to hold our heads up high. You’ve found this story in your quest to conquer, or at least tame, your disease. That's the first step. Each one of us has a different second step to take...go for it!

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Penny, again, I thank you so much for keeping this blog. Your journey has made fascinating reading and now you're back with that same sure-it's-hard-but-I-can-do-it attitude. You will never really know how many people you've helped simply by living your own life the best way you know how and then letting us watch you.

Anonymous said...

hi penny, this is becky c. just read your blog and i can't tell you what it has done for me. thank you so much for sharing.i figure mine will probably be in late August or Sept/08 nervous,anxious,and scared but your storyhas helped me so much that i am tearing up.your personality really shines thru, and you are one person i truly admire for what you have shared.
becky cochran

juan said...

Hello Penny,my nsme is Arthur Slagter and your blog hsd provided some exceptional insights.

Long story short, I have only had one-half of one of the tests you mentioned, the ctscan but with no inhaled dye.

I contracted a case of influenza in April, 2007 - within three days this had transformed into pnuemonia and trip to HMO doctors office where, without stethascope or x-ray, she pronounced that I had COPD, prescribed nightime O2, an oral antibiotic and short course of predisone [10 mg/day/5 days].

Four days later - no real improvrment but continued coughing and masses of phlegm [Occasionally w/blood] - back to HMO but different doctor who actually ordered a chest x-ray and 'diagnosed' pnuemonia [until discovered that previous doc had used the catchall 'COPD'].

Minor improvement until Fall 2008, after which body muscle mass declined by #30 while overall weight dropped from 160 to 118 all the while I was eating normally.

In the meantime I had dropped the HMO and was seeing a pulmonologist, who at least had the sense to order ctscans which found the upper lobes of both lungs 'to br ruined''.

So, now being treated for foot and ankle swelling, blood pressure, sleep. tension, etc, and still no proper tests.

Thank you for the account and proof that COPD is not always fatal

Joyce - SC said...

Hi Penny and thank you for your blog. You are truly an inspiration. Joyce in SC

Joyce - SC said...

Hi Penny,

You are indeed an inspiration to us all. Thank you for your blog. I feel better already :)

Joyce in SC

Joyce - SC said...

Hi Penny,

Thank you for your blog. You have a natural talent for writing. Your blog has made me feel better already!

Joyce in SC